Procastination

I've been hesitating whether to message her and ask or not.
Should I?
This matter had been bothering me for few nights.
Hardly can fall asleep even when both eyes are closed.
As my mind still have some unclear doubts.
When I closed my eyes,your image appeared.
I had a feeling that somehow she's avoiding from me
Hopefully,that's not true.
If yes,then what's the reason that cause that happen?
Perhaps I'm very annoying.
If she's reading this,I guess it'll be even better.
Sigh.