Labyrinth

Things turned out to be very complicated lately exactly just like the labyrinth above.
It looks like a maze where there's only a single path to reach the center.
There are 3 spirals and each of them represents one person.
It concerns about relationship and also friendship.
Each affects the other, and the other affects the next,
And the world is full of stories, but the stories are all one.

I wonder why can't friends be honest to each other whenever there's a problem occurred in between.
It doesn't matter who create the problem first but to find a solution and settle it, right?
If both sides refuse to take initiative then the problem will just remained there until it solve.
Don't you feel tired to pretend in front of each other as if there's nothing happen?

It's going to be a hard time when there are so many consequences after the words are said.
I know it sounds easy by just saying it, since I'm not the one who is undergoing all these.
Sorry for not being in the shoe.
There's nothing wrong for being who you are.
Just accept who you are and revel in it.

Every problem has in it the seeds of its own solution.
If you don’t have any problems, you don’t get any seeds.

Are there any other option to choose besides lover and enemy for a male & female?
Is it necessary that both of them must choose between one?
There's one more option available which is friend.
But I doubt that not all people will choose that after the confession fails or even breakup.
Perhaps some of you might choose to avoid that particular person after that incident cause it feels awkward when you see each other.
No doubt, you're going to lose a precious friend if that's what you want the ending to be.
The pain of loss can be very intense.
Or perhaps you might already expected what's the outcome going to be after the confession.
Then why not just let it go and and it could be a better ending.

Love is unconditional, if you truly love someone does not mean have to be together as a couple.
But you just want them to be happy and fulfilled whether they are alone or with someone else.
When you really love someone, you will be able to let them go to find their own happiness.
I'm sure my buddy who's leaving for UK soon will agree with what I'm saying over here.
Hope my words here will enlighten those of you who stuck in this labyrinth.
Sacrifice is a part of life. It's supposed to be.
It's not something to regret. It's something to aspire to.

 

Fake hopes from God !

Why are GOD always giving me fake hopes?

It happens since the day I was brought to this world.

Everytime when there's a hope for something,eventually it will just disappeared for some reasons.

All of my hopes only led to the disappointment of myself.

It seems difficult to have what I desired.

Someone told me that God has a better path for me but I don't if see any.

I ain't the only one who doubted that the existence of God.

Since life is so unfair , if God really exist then why does God allowed all this to happen?

So why bother to wait for miracles?

I don't really believe in fate that controls over everything of one's life.

I think I'd be able to change my own destinies instead of following to what is destined like an instruction of computer which have been pre-programmed earlier before born.

Life has never been easy before.

The harder I fight for myself, the harder life fights me back.

Thus,I never bother to demand anything from my parents as the answer is just simply NO.

Might as well as work hard and get it for myself.

At least,I'm contented with things I've earned hard for.

If there's a will,there's a way - quote that inspires my life a lot.

Breaking Dawn.

Was burnin' midnite oil for the coming paper.
And now the dawn is breaking.
Time to go for an early breakfast.
But not Dim Sum anymore.
I'd rather go mamak.
Went for Dim Sum the other day with my roommate.
Well,it was my first time of eating at Kam Ling,Kampar after 3years.
Not a good one though but still edible I guess.
And slightly pricey.
After all,I still prefer those Dim Sum in Ipoh - Foh San, Ming Court and Yoke Fook Moon.
Ipoh food is still the best !

2nd Battle Ends.

There goes my 2nd paper today.
I think I've flunked this subject due to the questions.
It's not that I'm not well prepared enough but the questions that came out today was really tough and most of us were shocked when we looked at it.
Totally out of our expectation if compare to the past years question papers.
D' ask me to be positive,I wished to.Lol
Nuff said,there will be 2more paper left and then declare holiday !

My Final Destination

Struck with sudden fear as I am still awake at this moment where everyone else is sleeping silently and comfortably. The day that we have all been waiting for has arrived. My schedule began with the language paper that pressures me a lot. This would be the one and only chance that I could boost up my grade point as high as possible. There were no other subjects that I could obtain a distinction except for this. Perhaps there is a least chance but I would rather not to take the risk.

I have done enough of mistakes for my past and would not allow the history to repeat once again.My mind recalled back to all my other failures. I admit that my past was never impressive for those who knew me. The test had arrived like within a blink of an eye and I still did not feel prepared for it. There are three more papers waiting ahead of me where the real challenge begins.I felt tired but I can barely close my eyes to sleep.Tonight would be the beginning of my restless mind until I had reach my final destination but definitely this is not my death trip.

It's time for a change

Hmm.What kind of change?Take a look.
Just received my parcel from the site I ordered last week.
I just can't wait to open it.

Seriously,I think it's time for me to gain some weight.
Perhaps not some as I'm hoping for a mass gain.
Yeah,I know I'm exactly the opposite one where most of the people out there are trying so hard to put off some weight to be slim.
Girls might be envy of us for having such a slim body no matter how much we ate.
Well,I just can't help it.

I've set my target to 60kg,not to high for me to hit I guess.
Let's see if there's any changes on me as time goes by.
Of course,I'm hoping for the positive results.
All the best to me and also D' and not to forget our Benny who's in a great shape now.Lol