Why are GOD always giving me fake hopes?
It happens since the day I was brought to this world.
Everytime when there's a hope for something,eventually it will just disappeared for some reasons.
All of my hopes only led to the disappointment of myself.
It seems difficult to have what I desired.
Someone told me that God has a better path for me but I don't if see any.
I ain't the only one who doubted that the existence of God.
Since life is so unfair , if God really exist then why does God allowed all this to happen?
So why bother to wait for miracles?
I don't really believe in fate that controls over everything of one's life.
I think I'd be able to change my own destinies instead of following to what is destined like an instruction of computer which have been pre-programmed earlier before born.
Life has never been easy before.
The harder I fight for myself, the harder life fights me back.
Thus,I never bother to demand anything from my parents as the answer is just simply NO.
Might as well as work hard and get it for myself.
At least,I'm contented with things I've earned hard for.
If there's a will,there's a way - quote that inspires my life a lot.