Nightmare

I had a dream bout her that night.
Anyway,I never dream of her before and that was the first time she appeared in my dream.
Suppose i thought it was a sweet dream for me as she appeared but there was another guy who turn up as well.
I saw her and she introduced me her friend, who's not an ordinary friend but her significant other that have been together for 4years as I still remembered what she said.
I felt very disappointed and heartbroken the moment she said that to me.
Though it was just a dream but it seems like a real one to me.
Believe it a not,I ever had some dreams that came true exactly like what i dreamed.
Those scenes looks familiar as though you have seen it somewhere else before.
I doubt that whether this dream is signify something or trying to give me some hints regarding her.
Give up on her or what?Seriously,I dunno !

I read an article and it says that "Most dreams can be translated and can in fact be the best way to get hints about your future. Dreams can tell us so much if we can remember them or at least the main symbols. Most symbols within dreams are pretty much self explanatory, but not all of them. One of the most common dream theme and what they mean are like to be chased within dreams can signify that you feel you are trapped or running away from fears, memories, people or other aspects of your life."

What do you guys out there think bout the dream I had?

Irezumi

Tribal Taurus

Feels like getting myself a tattoo but I got no idea which type should I choose.
At first I thought of my own horoscope which is a Taurus sign but I realize that there's not much nice Taurus sign after i search the images in Google.
So far I've only found one for my zodiac sign which i think is nicer compare to the others.
Besides that,dragon was also in my mind but somehow I think it looks quite "lala" and common also after Kah Ho said the same thing to me.
I even thought of a scorpion also but I don't wanna end up as another Scorpion King wannabe.
Thus,I decided to get something rare and looks outstanding on me.
I found one random tribal tattoo also which i dunno what is that.




One of my favorite type of dog was Husky that tends to have a wolf like appearance.
So my final choice of tattoo would be a wolf sign.
Below are some of the similar examples that I might consider to get.
Feel free to drop me some comment on which one should i choose. ; )
Thanks!

Flaming wolf paw

Exquisite sciuridae

I'm so grateful to her for going out dinner with me as I expect that I'm gonna eat all alone by myself today. *wet eyes*
As i thought it would just be a simple dinner but she insisted to eat something better instead of eating opposite my place due to my big day.
Surprisingly,she bought me a slice of cake that doesn't comes with a candle but it doesn't matter cause what she did was more than enough.
Wished to ask her to take a photo together but my lips are like a chamber that had been sealed off hard.
Those words seems so heavy to voice out from my mouth.
Sigh.

.The cake

21

Oh my god,I can't believe that finally I'm 21yrs old at this moment right now.
Sorry le Rocky, since your msg delivered late and couldn't be 1st one who wish me this time.lol.
Anyway,thanks to all those who message me and wrote on my Facebook.
All your warm wishes are greatly appreciated. =]
Woohoo! Now I can officially enter casino and clubs without any worries.
Currently, my heart is giving me an odd feeling that this is gonna be the worst B'day i ever had in my entire life. *Praying that is not gonna happen*
This kind of feelings sucks to the max !
Just can't help it.
Sigh,what to do?Imagine if you are the one being stuck at home alone now and your mind will automatically starts thinking of nonsense.
Hopefully there will be a unforgettable celebration for me after my exam. *Hinting*
For the past 2years here,the most memorable one was the time that I celebrated with her.
Though it was just a very simple dinner with some photo taking session but definitely a meaningful one..

Happy 21st Birthday to myself ! =]

Christian, The Lion

*Thx Yinyin for showing me this vid ;)








How i wish I could adopt and raise a cub like both of them?
Reunion with an old friend feels so heartwarming
And yet the lion can remembered them as way of showing its gratitude for raising him.
That was so touching !
Referring to Andrea's latest post,this is also considered as one kind of love.
But this one is more unique cause is between a human and animal.
Perhaps you can called this as friendship too since a dog can also be a man's best friend.
Then why not a lion?

Fcuk off !

That freaking bastard called me and woke me up from sleep just now.
Yes,is YOU !
I got no choice but have to name you as a BASTARD but i guess it suits you well due to what u did.
No matter how you humiliate me ,I'm still standing on my own dignity.
This time things you said to me was going way beyond my boundary.
About my life?
It doesn't concern you anymore from this second onwards and I mean what I've said.
I don't give a damn if you doesn't want to give me anymore financial support.
Without you, is not like I'm going to starve to death.
I'm not as dumb as you think although my academic results are poor but it doesn't mean that my performance are below of those who passed with flying colors.
I've been a obedient boy for so long and now its the right time for me to rebel against you !
Fuck off from my sight cause I don't want to bother things bout you either.
You have no rights to control my life anymore as I'm old enough and officially 21 in the coming three days.
Feel free to go and get laid with your mistress if you had nothing better to do.

Home alone

Mostly I'm gonna be home alone for the coming days in Kampar before my sem break starts.
As usual,I'm always the last one who's leaving the apartment since this is not the first time after all.
My roommate had just left in the morning while I'm still dreaming on my comfy bed.
It was so quiet after he left as i could hear echoes reflecting back to my ears whenever i try to make a sound.
Luckily,I'm not a monophobic person or else I would have just died by suffering during the left over days before exam ends.
Anyone out there willing to be my companion? *winks*